Wishful Thinking

The past week has turned my life into a construction zone. Monday morning started off like a regular routine of robotic like activities. I drove off to work as scheduled to arrive by 8:30 AM, with no warning throughout the day of the unexcepted outcome to my Monday. I could feel in my bones that something was not right but assumptions never end well. Performing to my usual standard I carried on as though it were any regular day. Little did I know 2:00 PM would roll around bringing with it an unusual surprise, not ending in my favor. A lovely women who covered for me in the past so I may take a few days for vacation, phoned the office to speak with me. She began to tell me how the company I am working for asked for her assistance in covering the reception (my posistion) for the next two weeks. I was in complete shock and terror, for one I was never notified of my possible termination and 2 if I was being terminated there was little time for me to find a new job fast enough to handle all my payments for the next little while. 4:00 PM and the HR manager used her hand signals to direct me into the meeting room across from my desk. I had two hours to prepare for what she was about to say. She proceeded to read a letter she had typed up just hours before our "meeting".  While she was reading my letter of termination I had one person in mind who had purposely sabotoged my short career. It sounds a little dramatic and like I am trying to find an excuse for why I was let go but the reality of it is sometimes you meet people with horrible intentions. My list of responsibilities and duties as a receptionist was not those of a rocket science, So I was not terminated based on my poor performance. Unfortunately for whatever reason I was not suited to work in that particular office enviroment. Anyone close to me knew that I was unhappy with my job, that's all it was for me. Another job. I believe in some way my subconcious thoughts always submitted my deepest desires, thats how the universe works. Ultimately you have to be careful what you wish for. I'm not upset for feeling the way I did about my job because the same way I let the negative feelings go I know I will welcome the positive desires in. Now I must work towards a better living for myself first and foremost. With patience, hard work and determination good things will inevitabley conquer.

H.R.M<3