Repeat. Repeat and you will recieve!

Blogging has become a fad and as ironic as this may sound, since I am publishing through a blog, I do not consider this a job. To the people who ask me what I do for a living my response is not "I'm a blogger." Although some sites really render a purpose, my goal is to collect my thoughts almost like a diary and send a message to the universe that this is what I am meant to do. I want to strengthen my skills and collect as much knowledge to better equip myself for a successful life. Repetition through posting my blogs and reiterating what it is I want will sustain my beliefs in turn making everyone else believe what I want, until I get it!

Word to the Wise

How do we make use of our life line?

Do we fade into the background and settle for our life time?

Is it a coincidence when we are presented with a sign?

If someone great has already done it, can we do it again?

When a stranger needs a hand, why not call them a friend?

Why indulge in what you can see and neglect what you can feel?

Does a vacation feel like reality, and does reality feel surreal? 

Shouldn't we use our time to live and not compromise?

Word to the wise... time IS on our side!

 

Thought of the day

It says a lot about a person when they use the power of confidence combined with perseverance in order to obtain what they want in this lifetime. 

One year, too long

It has been almost one year since I have written anything on my blog.
I started this blog in order to see myself in my greatest and brightest light.
In order to continue the creation of my sole success I must take the necessary
steps to ensure I land where I am destined to be in this lifetime.
Nobody but myself can decide where I should be, on that note I made a promise
to myself to continue writing.

Busted Bubble

I was reading the classifieds as if my dream job was going to just slap me in the face. I read over every seemingly exciting job placement; 'Promo models needed, marketing assisstant, security guard... and the list never ends. Every minute some new employer would post another office admin job. My eyes got so tired of looking at what my future would potentially become: A back-aching, eye-soaring 8 hour day in and day out state of oblivion, for the next 40 years. I am in the process of reading a book that is basically a collection of stories of people just like myself who were stuck in between where they were in life and where they wanted to be. The author was correct when he made the assumption that just about everyone was waiting for this grand ephiany to shine a light of the path of happiness and enlightenment. But the reality is we are in charge of discovering our own path. My path goes off track just about every 6 months, I will find a job within a decent (but not appealing to my personality at all!!!) company and I will settle because of course I need the money. No sooner do I figure out this is not where I want to be in life and I slowly disconnect from my present state of adult hood and responisibility than slowly I mentally vanish. I remember someone telling me once that we can only use excuses for so long in our life-time and actually get away with it until eventually it was time to settle. Well my 20 year old ass was at that time in life, my 'journey' was not percieved as a search for my greater calling in life, it was considered laziness and a lack of responsibility. For people who don't know me the way I know myself that would be a fair conclusion, but for those who understand the strive for greatness no matter how big or how small, I am daring and different. I like being different but so does every other friggin' person on the planet. Ironically our desires to be different and make change is what makes us the same, it makes us human and it is exactly the right ingredient for happiness. After all that is all we want, that is all we came here to do...

TBC


Heather Maciel
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Writers Block

The term writers block has always been foreign to me. Since before I knew I had a passion for writing I was writing without a cause, than I decided that I had a hidden talent in writing and all of a sudden the words would now flow. It sounds a little ironic since writers block has become the topic of my newest blog piece but It was the only way I knew how to trigure some artistic flow. I wanted to be able to write for a few minutes without pausing and writing about not being able to write lately was my ticket.

Everyone around me seems to be picking up the last puzzle pieces of life and neatly putting them into place. It has definately awaken the green monster of jealousy within myself. I am so busy trying to figure out which of these pieces belong to me and in which order to I place them in. Deep down inside I know there are no correct answers to my millions of questions revolving around my life. I do not want to become an individual who doesn't recognize her own refelction because I was too busy rushing through life instead of living it. I want to feel every moment and remember every step I took to get where I am in the present moment.

Wishful Thinking

The past week has turned my life into a construction zone. Monday morning started off like a regular routine of robotic like activities. I drove off to work as scheduled to arrive by 8:30 AM, with no warning throughout the day of the unexcepted outcome to my Monday. I could feel in my bones that something was not right but assumptions never end well. Performing to my usual standard I carried on as though it were any regular day. Little did I know 2:00 PM would roll around bringing with it an unusual surprise, not ending in my favor. A lovely women who covered for me in the past so I may take a few days for vacation, phoned the office to speak with me. She began to tell me how the company I am working for asked for her assistance in covering the reception (my posistion) for the next two weeks. I was in complete shock and terror, for one I was never notified of my possible termination and 2 if I was being terminated there was little time for me to find a new job fast enough to handle all my payments for the next little while. 4:00 PM and the HR manager used her hand signals to direct me into the meeting room across from my desk. I had two hours to prepare for what she was about to say. She proceeded to read a letter she had typed up just hours before our "meeting".  While she was reading my letter of termination I had one person in mind who had purposely sabotoged my short career. It sounds a little dramatic and like I am trying to find an excuse for why I was let go but the reality of it is sometimes you meet people with horrible intentions. My list of responsibilities and duties as a receptionist was not those of a rocket science, So I was not terminated based on my poor performance. Unfortunately for whatever reason I was not suited to work in that particular office enviroment. Anyone close to me knew that I was unhappy with my job, that's all it was for me. Another job. I believe in some way my subconcious thoughts always submitted my deepest desires, thats how the universe works. Ultimately you have to be careful what you wish for. I'm not upset for feeling the way I did about my job because the same way I let the negative feelings go I know I will welcome the positive desires in. Now I must work towards a better living for myself first and foremost. With patience, hard work and determination good things will inevitabley conquer.

H.R.M<3